I've been absent, guys, and I'm sorry.
I keep hoping that tomorrow will be the day -- but after a month of tomorrows, I'm beginning to lose hope. See, here's the thing -- I have a disorder called Rheumatoid Arthritis (RA). It's categorized as an autoimmune disorder, which means that my immune system attacks healthy cells because it thinks they are the enemy. In RA, the attacks focus on joints and the tissue surrounding the joints. Untreated, the continued attacks can lead to pain and swelling, loss of tissue, deformation around affected joints, and eventually, loss of motion.
I've been on a successful treatment plan for almost 10 years. It has been a really, REALLY good run. I have the occasional "flares" (an RA term for the attacks) -- but after a few days' rest, I am able to return to the activities I enjoy most.
This has not been the case with my most recent flare. I noticed the pain in my left index finger after completing my red amigurumi bear and did what I usually do. I put the hook down, treated myself to a new Kindle book, and spent a few nights reading instead of crocheting. I got through the book and my finger still hurt. But it was a short book, so I treated myself to another.
I've read four new books now.
I have patterns and designs in my head that NEED to come out. There's a new freebie up there and a rabbit pattern that I have been wanted to tackle for months. The yarn sits ready in my craft room. And yet, today is not the day.
I have contacted my rheumatologist and am trying a course of ibuprofen and a topical medication. They take the pain away for a while, but as soon as they wear off, it's back. I have a feeling that I'm going to be scheduling an office visit as soon as the Little Miss is back in school.
So, now you know why I've been so quiet. I'll be back to blogging and stitching as soon as I have something to share, but for the time being, I guess I'm going to go back to making another scarf. It looks like everyone in my family is going to have warm necks this winter.
P.S. The scarf design is from a fellow Knit Picks Independent Designer. You can find it here.